Trusting - it is hard isn't it. I was thinking today just about the changes and adjustments we have had to make both in our physical life and our emotional side.

A couple of weeks ago I stayed home from work - i was exhausted. I think I literally slept ALL of the day except maybe 5 hours. the next day was a saturday - i felt a little better anot quite as tired as I was... but here was what I thought.

For 3 years I have been fighting to heal.. pushing through when I wanted to bail on myself, facing things I never thought I would, healing, hurting, crying, healing hurting, crying..yes that cycle. And now we are into a new phase of healing... and ready to heal even deeper...

this one, I think is harder and longer... but we can do it!! i am here if you need me.

cagzmom


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again