I need to make myself clear though...Last night was JUST words. I am NOT delusional. My dad who has been my rock has made this clear to me and has basically said the things that you and Allen have voiced. I know that I get all mushy when it comes to my husband so for my own safety I will heed the advice of my dad and the people on this board. I dont TRUST MYSELF at this point and that is why I write out EVERYTHING here because it is easier for others outside of your stitch to see what you can't see.
I don't plan on talking to husband today. As far as I am concerned I think it is better for me to act like yesterday's conversation NEVER happened. Yes it gives me hope that husband is not truly done with our marriage but that is it...it was just hopeful and wishful words. Nothing more, nothing less.
So its back to me focusing on my job, son, and my business. I hope that husband can join the ride but I am not going to COMPETE for him. I agree with Allen and I told husband this last night..."I don't believe you are done with OW."
Me: 28 H: 32 1st marriage 4 both 1 1/2 year married 2gether for 9 1S: 6months 1stepson: 2yo
