Thank you for that T & G. I had a very bad day yesterday. I just broke down in the morning and couldn't get myself together. The flood came unexpectedly. I was better towards the evening but I felt physically beat up.
H came home at 9:00 last night which is early for him (lately) and like everything was fine. We all seemed to not even notice he was here so he started talking to everyone. He says to me as he walks in the kitchen "you didn't eat the grapefruit I cut up this morning?" (it was left on the counter) but seriously why on earth would he care about that? I guess it was his way of initiating a conversation because he felt awkward coming in so late the night before.
He sat down on the couch where we were watching tv and was trying to talk to my D and me. I ignored him and did not look his way. He kept being talkative. When it was time to go to bed D and I left the room with no words.
This morning I prayed before I got out of bed because I don't want to have a day like yesterday. It's too beautiful outside to be upset today.
Keep talking to me.
Luv
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