Invinceable

[mishka422]

I decided to not say anything to him yet. I need to let this roll around my head a little longer to make sure I am definite in my decision.

Besides you all the only other person that knows what is going on is my BFF. I talked to her yesterday afternoon and told her how concerned I am that my emotions are getting stirred up and that I know I can't continue this without hurting myself deeply. She agrees with me on that but told me that she won't give me any advice on the subject because she doesn't want to influence me one way or the other since this is so important. Sounds just like you all!!! LOL!

Last night we went to the store together to pick some stuff up and when we got back we watched a little tv and then I needed to get to bed. I was trying to get the dog into my room and Gabe had followed me and then hovered in the doorway of my bedroom. He seemed to be waiting for something but I'm not about to be a mindreader so I just told him goodnight and he closed the door. I went back out and asked him why he had followed me to my room and hovered there and he said he was just making sure the dog got in ok (the dog had been a little sick last night). I called BS on him and he finally said he didn't know if he was invited to sleep in the bed with me or if I wanted him on the couch. Hmmmmm.....not really sure what to do with that.

More thinking, more processing. All I know for sure is that I'm confused! How is that?