New here but have been a voyeur

[Surviving03]

I know exactly how you feel..... everything about this last post you wrote... especially the last paragraph

Take comfort in knowing... whether you want the M anymore or not...its not over until its over... and even when the D is final... some 14% of people re-marry each other... so if you ever felt like maybe you do want the M after all...it is still possible....

I imagine I will feel like a wave of new mini bombs as well, first when i get orders to leave here and go home... actually separate to a different country from my H... and then when papers are filed, and then while D is final... yup its all gonna suck when it happens.....