Need a Plan for My Marriage

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Son pee'd the bed, so I was changing him and changing the sheets on his bed, and then W came in and starts trying to make everything right by taking a big blanket out and telling me that what I am doing is not enough. I got irritated and told her "why is she trying to change what I am doing. She said, "it was cold." I told her I know and I am taking care of it, so please let me do it. She gave me a bad look and left.

I did not mean to get mad, but I just could not keep it in. I guess I should not have done that. Oh, well. I just find it real great that she spends time with this OM, and then she comes home and wants to try be a mommy when she would rather be away with the OM. If she could be here without the affair, maybe I would not have thought about it. It just went through my mind at the time. I resented her doing it because I was taking care of my son and him peeing his bed just fine.

I guess I made a mistake or was just being human. I don't know at this point?

Anyways, I cannot wait for a new day!!!