Yes more hugs today!! Can you get away somewhere, to just put this out of your mind for awhile. Really concentrate on yourself, put the focus on you!!
At this point what can you do anyway? Stay away from H, don't contact H at all. It sounds like you're both pushing and pushing each others buttons. One of you has to be the one stop this madness. And can you guess who? Seriously think about Wiley's advice.
