W and i are doing pretty well right now. She smiles more than i have seen her in almost a year. she is more affectionate, loving and in better mood, and wants to spend time with me. We have been intimate and there is a pasion we have not had in a long time.
we have our moments, not all is rosey and fine - but are talking about them....when necessary (i am not wanting explicit "details" nor do i think i ever will.)
one thing we bump heads with is the inevatible face to face that i will have with OM....she has a feeling i am going to explode on him....have to admit thought has crossed my mind. I think when this date arrives that i will seek the high road if he tries to speak to me with something like "I really have nothing to say to you" then go on my way (although man i would love to just lay him out)
like i said a while back our sons play on same athletic teams so would me laying a boundry down with W about even being near him while at fields be inappropiate? think about the setting, we will be in proximity to him i am sure. I don't even want her wave to, or say "hi" to him....should i convey that to her?(edit how do i convey that with out being an a$$hole?)
on lighter side - at grocery this week-end with W and D. OM W best friend knows what has went on and also knows us, was at store and saw just me getting fruit and asked how i was doing, then as i walked back to W i saw her face all worried....lets just say W was VERY aware of where she was in store at all times....did not want to have to look her in the eye i think....or she may just not wanted to get in a fight....lol
kind of made me chuckle inside, is that sadistic?
and see this is what I don't get. my WAW has broken off her P.A. and E.A'S has wanted to be intimate and has shown me more passion has been more open and now i'm supposed to go dark like others are telling me? I don't get it. I really don't.
waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32 together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010
children SD (8) S (10) S (3) need help from anyone with my sitch
