Puppy, Rob, SM and Mr. Bond have posted to you several times. You chose not to take the advice and engage on the path they were trying to place you on.
What more do you want?
Each day it is something new and you *might* go dark then the texting and calling start and the same cycles of drama repeat.
New clothes, job interviews, rest, walking, sleeping and eating well are important at first. They are "quick fix" vehicles to really start doing the work.
In less than 2 months there has been:
multiple affairs STD's disability funds issues money issues paperwork issues health issues HUGE custody issues living with your ill parents who seem to have a fragile marriage school issues for you no employment legal issues as best as I can tell
how in the WORLD do you think all that will even begin to get sorted out in 6 weeks time?
Detach, go dark, stop all these R talks, stop "selling" your changes and do something different.
You don't like the advice and ramble to counter it. I am not sure what else to say.
