Originally Posted By: MrBond
Dude relax.

First off, your changes are exactly that...short. You haven't had a chance to let them settle and become habit.

Let's face it you are still very new at this. It takes time and patience.

Plus I think you put alot of people off when you just request "vets". Just take a minute to breathe and get out of panic mode.


man i don't care who replies. whoever feels they have kind words or 2 x 4s or advice. or just a message. it doesn't matter.

yes i'm new. each day i'm learning.

Alot of the issues were health related now that I feel healthy I feel alot stronger and better. The IC is helping me.

Just gotta see this cornea specialist on Friday.

I dont feel as angry or upset or desperate. those feelings come. ill post here and go take a walk or read or pray or try to do something to make those feelings leave.

I"m really really working hard. If you saw me a few weeks ago? man i was a mess. I'm sorting through it though.

Im coming out of the depression i'm in. I mean just me going out in public was a big step for me. I feel more confident. I feel like I can do this.


waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32
together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010

children SD (8) S (10) S (3)
need help from anyone with my sitch