Just found out she already filed

[ImprovedRomeo]

Reading through GIMA's thread I noticed Gardener posted this:

"Finish each day and be done with it.
You have done what you could.
Some blunders and absurdities have crept in;
Forget them as soon as you can.
Tomorrow is a new day.
You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit
to be encumbered with your old nonsense"

Powerful words.

CTH, thanks for checking in. It rings true when you say she's being nice because she's mentall moved on and I have to catch up to her. Trust me I want to but I don't know how. For a few mins I feel like I'll be moving on but then the next few mins I'm feeling like crap again as if she runs through my blood and I need her to survive. I know I don't. I've survived 2.5 years without her before and I've been ok for the most part since she last left but the D bomb really did me in! I'm actually surprised at my phatheticness because I did't think it'll affect me this much. I'm sure a lot of it is seeing the finality of things and part of it is all the extra legal crap that I'm uncomfortable with.