I'm trying to stay in the fight but don't feel as though I can take anymore of these hard knocks. He's determined to have the d. And this weekend was just to satisfy his lust nothing more...he said all the right things for me to give in. I should not have been with him.
I think I'm ready to throw in the towel....like my dad says if he wants to come back after the d then he can fight his way back. I've put myself out on a limb too many times with no reaffirmation that he wants to be married.
