Just found out she already filed

[ClingingToHope]

I received the D papers in the mail in February. I've been clinging to hope every step of the way. But it moves on whether you want it to or not.

Once it's gotten to this point you can't beat yourself up. There's nothing you could have done. She's being nice because mentally she's moved on. You have to catch up to her. Your days of regret are right now. Trust me, hers will come in the future. It may be years in the future, but they will come.

Today, I sat in court waiting for my case to be called. I never ever thought we'd get here. I still, deep down in my broken heart cling to that .00000001 percent chance that things will change.

At least you are a little younger than I am and there's lots of life left. What you need to do now is figure how to get as much time with your daughter as possible. It's all about time and being able to watch them grow up as much as possible.

Forget people who tell you not to let her cake-eat when it comes to your daughter. Whenever you can get extra time take it.