I don't know if it's the fact that my allergies are really on me today or the let down after a great weekend, but I'm a bit down today. We march closer and closer to the mediation date. I can hanlde it, but it is still sad.
Thanks to everyone again for the birthday well wishes. W did not utter a single word to me that day. When I was in the car on my way out of town, she sends me an instant message to say she hopes I have a good trip and a good birthday. WTF?! I was just in the same house as you all day and you didn't say a thing to me. OK.
Then the next day, she sends me another message to say our S was worried I didn't like my present and that she still had the receipt if I wanted to exchange it. S has not said a word about this to me, and I seriously doubt he said anything to my W.
Sorry you are feeling a bit down GIMA. I'm sure it's to be expected. I'm still shocked and saddened at what a different person my W is from the person I married, and it does deepen my grief. When you said "very strange existence", all I could do was agree.
Maybe it's because we are in the same town, but I find myself thinking about you often, and hoping you are doing well. I know you kids are young, and you haven't told them yet so I know you still have tougher days ahead. Stay strong GIMA, and hang in there.
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