I guess I never thought of it so much as childish behavior as much as protecting myself from the clock starting to tick on the time the d would be final.
I'm pushing things off as long as I can ...seems to be the advice I am getting here on db. I do agree, however, let go and let God. But right now, not seeing the papers is doing my psychy some good.
Sometimes....
This HAS to run it's course...
Is the end , really the end...???
Or an opportunity for a new beginning....
It does have the appearance of being a bit manipulating the way I read it...
