Open door = pain, agony and a repeat performance of the past.
Shut door = losing someone completely who has been the most significant person in my life for half my life.
Neither one is a good option is it? Which would be the lesser of two evils? Decisions are NOT my strong suit.
Oh Mish, Mish, Mish....
for me it's a no-brainer....and to be quite honest..I think it's a no brainer for you too..
Here is my suggestion...I would go back and read OT's posts..I think they are excellent..and what i get out of them is OT saying..."pick a path" and take that path..
Let me ask you this...
Does an unpredictable Gabe...bring you comfort and security??
