Originally Posted By: flowmom
So today I'm feeling two things.

1. exhausted. I am sick and tired of the insomnia. I'm going to try to get an appt soon and ask for something to help with sleep frown . I don't have the energy to exercise, be present with my kids, focus on work -- mostly because I'm SO TIRED.


please do- as you know it makes SUCH a difference when you can get some sleep. If they give you meds, you don't have to take them forever, just as long as you want til you get to a place where you're caught up on sleep enough to function. Remember that they torture people with sleep deprivation-- that's how badly it affects you.

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2. feeling really positive about focusing on myself and getting on with my life. The 2x4s and chats with Gnosis and the book that I read yesterday and my own spiritual beliefs are all pointing me in the same direction. I am not willing to be stuck any more. I see that I can choose not to suffer. I don't know exactly what that looks like, but my mind is opening to the awareness that I can make that choice.


I love it. Glad for you- I hope I can get there soon, too.

((FM))


When the men on the chessboard
Get up and tell you where to go;
And you've just had some kind of mushroom
And your mind is moving slow;
Go ask Alice...
I think she'll know.