feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Hey guys...

Last night H came home at 12:30am. He was at the same house he was at when he came in at 5am on Sat morning.

I went to bed before he got home. I refused to look at him or even give him the satisfaction of asking where he was. This morning he was in my room getting dressed and here is what was said....

M - what are you doing where were you last night
H - out
M - don't start with me I asked you a question
H - I went to have some beers
M - no..I meant last night where were you
H - it doesn't matter
M - yes it does matter
M - what are you doing (he is taking tube socks out of drawer) but he is wearing slacks and dress shoes
H - I'm going to play basketball after work with Ted and some other work guys

I know you will all say I shouldn't care what he is doing but I just can't let him come and go anymore as he pleases. It's starting to affect the kids! They are visibly upset and wondering why dad is never home.

This morning the kids asked me (each of them on their own) "did dad come home last night?" My older son said, "mom it's time to change every lock in this house."

How does this man have the privilege to live here in this home with a family he doesn't want? ugh! someone please put me out of my misery!

Luv