Open door = pain, agony and a repeat performance of the past.

Shut door = losing someone completely who has been the most significant person in my life for half my life.

Neither one is a good option is it? Which would be the lesser of two evils? Decisions are NOT my strong suit. frown

T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!