Sorry you are feeling a bit down GIMA. I'm sure it's to be expected. I'm still shocked and saddened at what a different person my W is from the person I married, and it does deepen my grief. When you said "very strange existence", all I could do was agree.
Maybe it's because we are in the same town, but I find myself thinking about you often, and hoping you are doing well. I know you kids are young, and you haven't told them yet so I know you still have tougher days ahead. Stay strong GIMA, and hang in there.
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