One day at a time....

[gutwrenching]

HUGE step in the right direction. Think before there were issues, would you have cared about a short notice trip...nope. Would have just been something that had to be done and you would have been fine. Now you're getting back to that. I am envious and proud!

H is put off because he isn't the center of attention. Good. He needs to earn being your center of attention, not being the center because of his past actions (piss poor actions).

As usual, you are an inspiration for us all.