Believe me, I don't think she is lying about wanting out. Maybe not as much as she want me to think. Hopefully not as much. I won't back down now, but man am I scared. I'll try not to let her see that. I can't let her see that. Let her see that I'm fine with whatever she decides.
I hate finally going to the L, but I know that's what I need to do next. Like you said, if only to find out my options.
I know I'm beating a dead horse here, but, God, this sucks!!!!!!!! Like all of you don't know that. Just had to shout it out for my own good.
