If you couldn't tell, I'm almost in full panic mode right now.
I knew there was a chance of this happening. I can't go on like this forever. Talked to DB coach Chuck today. He thinks since things had been going pretty good with GAL, 180's, etc., she may be testing me again. I don't know. It seemed like she was pretty sure of herself.
I know, believe nothing of what you hear and 50% of what you see. Don't know what tonight will bring. I won't get in an argument with her, that does nothing to help. I really tried to validate her feelings last night but, God, what was I supposed to do?
I think it's time to talk to a L. At least to know what to expect if things go that far. It seems like they're headed that way.
