how do i keep my hope alive?

[trytryagain]

also, OTM, my H has said he can't see me anymore, it's too hard for him. so i don't know that he would even be open to the idea of meeting for coffee to discuss a few things in the agreement. i have no idea if his IC has talked to him about any medication but he did tell me about 2 weeks ago that she was more focused/interested in his history and his behavior patterns than she was in the ADHD factor, so that tells me she's probably not thinking about medication.

wholeagain - no EA/PA that i'm aware of. i have no access to his email, bank accounts, or phone at this time, so i really have no way of knowing. but i really don't think that is the case. as far as extravagant expenses, without a job, and knowing how much debt he has in his name, i don't think he could even get a loan to have access to more money. that's why his motorcycle is in my name. he couldn't get the loan for it because his credit is so bad.