No, she thinks my addiction is a choice. I've been trying in many different ways for 22/34 years of my life from my first episode to get the desire for it out of my mind. Our M problems just made it worse.
She does agree that a doc would help, but there is a waiting list of 7 more weeks. I've explained that these experts all tell me that it will take a while, and even then, it is more like alcohol...you are fighting to keep sober because the addiction never really goes away. I've tried to explain that I've read & my IC said there were brain chemistry changes to deal with, too. Despite this, she believes if I wanted her, I would just stop.
I'll ask the doc when I see her about support for my W...thanks
