I guess I need to let go. I had just seen so much good happening the last few days and was hoping that we'd be able to go to Retro still. I guess I need to entirely let go of that.
OK, so the time line has been reset. I am not under pressure to perform now. I've let go of the Retro thing. Throwing out the countdown calendar on my computer.
Praying that by tonight he's feeling better and sleeps in our bed with me. Lots of good was happening there.
