I feel like Im starting to hate my WAS

[Mr Peabody]

I hear you. For my part, I know what is going on with her and it saddens and sickens me. I am embarrassed for her. It really makes it hard to see her and talk to her. I am nowhere near as far along as you are. I think the key to the TLD and the LBS stuff here is that we have to work on ourselves. We have to get out of our own funk and get our lives on track. It seems counter to God's plan, but frankly we didn't leave. In my heart, it is about paying attention to us (and I think we can make corrections to ourselves based on what they wanted) and allowing God to work. We didn't get here overnight and we won't get back overnight. Pray for your family, your wife, your marriage, and yourself.