Another thing that is making it worse is that as time goes by I just want her back more. Is that weird? Am I crazy? I feel as though my love for her grows stronger.

She says she wishes that I was like her, that I should harden my heart against her. I should just let her go. HOW HOW THE F do I do that when I just feel as though I love her more and more. I wish she was like me, but if she was then we probably wouldn't be in this mess. Effing stupid bs crap.

I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.

Like:
D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30

"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."