Obviously I didn't do much sleeping last night. I think that was the loneliest night of my life. It just doesn't feel right being in this house without her or being in the bed without her next to me.

It just boggles the mind how she could do this to the kids. My D4 is confused and D14 is beside herself. I'm doing my best to comfort her, but she's old enough to understand.

This hurts like hell, and I'm letting myself suffer for it. I want her back in the house with us where she belongs.


Married 18
Me 39
W 37
D 15
D 5
Divorce Filed 8 April 2010
Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept