H says he's never going back to the misery that was our relationship. What good is LRT any more: even with as dim as I've been he's more resolved than ever. Got slammed tonight after MC about all the ways I've messed up.
So hard to believe he is not well when he is yelling at me convincing me I'm not worth it. If he believes I'm not well then maybe he's right and i"m wrong.
I'll keep tryiing the dim but it makes no difference any more; his mind is made up. It'll just be letting him run away from everything.
