I think there is still alot to be gained from this forum with the advice that have had and the new friend you meet. Maybe staying a little longer could help you find a way to end this once and for all and find the closure you are seeking. You may be divorced, but it will that time for it to be over it seems.
As everyone says just take it one moment, one step, and one day at a time.
I hope you find lasting piece and happiness!!!
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