Hi G. Well it is finally and truly over. Last nite H and I had the worst fight ever. I am very embarrassed to say that I said some really mean and hurtful things. I really lived up to the expression 'crazy ex-wife'.
My H has my sons for a few days and I found out again that they are staying at the OW house. I just saw red (I am like a bull when it comes to protecting my kids). It was really my lowest point. Also, my H said something about OW that confirms that this is a long term thing and I would even go so far as to say he is in love with her.
I am at a point now, where I just want this over and want to get on with my life. The man he is now is not the man I married and also is really not being a good role model for his sons.
Thank you again so much for all your support, input and advise. I see no reason for me to continue to visit this forum. I wish you all the best and realy hope that things work out for you. I hope your W can see what a wonderful man she is loosing.
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Me 37 years young!! S11 S7 T22 M14 D final 13.05.2010 Today is the first day of the rest of my life!!! First post: D Day has arrived