Need a Plan for My Marriage

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I need some resolution in my situation and to take better care of myself. I have had nose bleed after nose bleed today. My head hurts, and I am just plain tired!

I hope will finish her call with my MIL and go to sleep, so all I can hear is silence and my thoughts. I only have this time to myself without worrying about her or the kids. It is my time to GAL and play some computer games. I like it when she is not around. I know that sounds bad, but I am able to be myself and think about me.

Enough rambling.

I hope everybody finds happiness in their R or at least in their lives.