Im tempted to text my XW and tell her I miss her. But I know that the alien that has control of her body and mind is no longer the woman I love. Somebody please smack me with a 2x4 before I do this please!
My B-day is coming up in a few days. It will be interesting to see if she bothers to even remember it. She totally remembers everybody else and their brothers, even people she barely knows.
On a side note, I read elsewhere on the forum that in the case of going dark on a divorced WAW it might actually be detrimental to be dark on her. Thoughts?
Im trying to be strong and not text her. Guess Ill wait to see if she acknowledges my BD. If not then it will be easy to not text her.
OK Never mind. I just reminded myself that saying this to her would make me look weak and needy. That did the trick! One self inflicted 2x4 bashing works wonders sometimes.
Last edited by g450; 04/13/1004:38 AM.
Me:48 W:55 M:22 T:23 Bomb:19Nov09 S:15Jan10 D:11Feb10 EA:Confirmed on 20Apr10 Fast track to her divorcing me
