you sound great newmama!! The rollercoaster of emotions is normal. Just know that they only last for a moment. How is your son? My son is turning 1 this weekend :-) I can't believe that a year has passed already!!
Me: 28 H: 32 1st marriage 4 both 1 1/2 year married 2gether for 9 1S: 6months 1stepson: 2yo