Red - perfect.

They must be Braxton Hicks contractions? Did Doc say that?
I was worried there for a minute but am very releieved to hear all is well with the baby boy. He's a fighter to have come this far with you! It will all go well, I'm sure :-)

Thanks for checking my letter, and for the advice on honing it.

yes, it's devasting to be doing all this without our H's.

Some say on this site you have to face the brutal reality of your sitch before being able to properly move on.

I don't think that means giving up on all hope however.

(hugs)