I knew it would be hard once I saw her, but I didn't realize it would be this hard.

I just realized that in reality what she did today was walk out on her family. I know she left the kids with me, but she still just walked away. She turned and walked away from them.

My D14 was so upset that my W wasn't her that she had to call her. My D14 sat in the backyard talking to my W while crying because mom wasn't here. That would have to speak to even the coldest of hearts wouldn't it?

I'm just at a loss for words. I have no idea how I'm going to sleep in this house tonight, let alone in our bed. I'm literally sickened by all of this.


Married 18
Me 39
W 37
D 15
D 5
Divorce Filed 8 April 2010
Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept