I don't know if it's the fact that my allergies are really on me today or the let down after a great weekend, but I'm a bit down today. We march closer and closer to the mediation date. I can hanlde it, but it is still sad.

Thanks to everyone again for the birthday well wishes. W did not utter a single word to me that day. When I was in the car on my way out of town, she sends me an instant message to say she hopes I have a good trip and a good birthday. WTF?! I was just in the same house as you all day and you didn't say a thing to me. OK.

Then the next day, she sends me another message to say our S was worried I didn't like my present and that she still had the receipt if I wanted to exchange it. S has not said a word about this to me, and I seriously doubt he said anything to my W.

Very strange existence this has all become.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
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