Yeah they will help me out with baby sitting, but I would rather hang out with them. They are some of my best friends so that is for me who I want to hang out with. I am not the normal 28 year old. I don't drink at all. I don't go to bars. I don't do a lot of things because of personal religious beliefs so for me and my religious beliefs, my crowd to hang out with is very small, but I love them all and enjoy going out with them. It will be hard now at some point to start to date and find dates because of it, but I am not worried. Someone will come along and if not...well let's hope not. My mom found my step dad through the paper so who knows where I can find someone new, but I am not even thinking that right now.
I don't go out because I have a future to plan for. A house to pay off and a college fund to start for S so I don't go out a lot, but I do take time each night for me and once summer hits I will have more time because I can stay out later. I may not go out, but I have my life and I like my life, when H doesn't disrupt everything.
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