Do you all think I would be a moron to email her? I'm not gonna ask her out, and I'm not gonna ask for validation, but I have this weird need to let her know how I feel.

And I don't mean that in a "I love you and I want you back blah blah blah" way. More in a I hope things are going ok for you and if you ever wanna talk or get together let me know, way.

I already told her that I didnt just "want her back"... But I feel like I need to clarify what I mean by that. Meaning, I want her to know that I just don't think its that easy.

I dunno... Just thinking out loud here.

I'm really kinda struggling with the pursuit thing. I don't want to pursue her, but she is a little receptive when I do. A little. If I don't pursue at all, I never hear from her... When I keep contact open, and friendly, and light, I seem to get more of a return... So I'm conflicted here.