It's funny, but as I am re-reading what I have written, I feel that I may be coming across as really pathetic or a doormat, but honestly now, this MLC business has really thrown me off. In my mind my MLCer H is perceived as a "sick" person that should have my empathy and compassion, while at the same time his behavior makes me dislike him so much.

I read in some thread that if MLC has all of these (same) symptoms in people, how come and it's not recognized as a psychiatric disorder? I had the same question, especially when it comes to the "children" aspect, which is still giving me the creeps when I think about it. It's so neighboring schizofrenia isn't it?

After having read other threads in this forum I also realize that "my story" is so commonplace that it may be boring to older posters. This forum contains so many stories which sound almost identical except for the names of the participants and the geografical location maybe lol


Bomb: 4/2009
M28 T32 Sep8
Me: 53, H:57
S20,D17
D papers filed by H: 2013
H didn't follow up with divorce
I completely let go ever since