Last night I approached my W and told how I felt. With a grandchild coming and our stich not the greatest I felt I had to express my feelings.
I said to my W that we are turning into her parents, but worse. At least you mom loves your dad. I also told her I was not going to be an R like this the rest of my life. I looked my W in the eyes and apologized for anything I may have done to offend or hurt you in anyway. I told her she's mentally abusing me by not know if she L me or not. I begged her to D me if she couldn't bare to live with me. I told her I L her and that someday I may not be able to say it.
Why do I work so hard for such a looser. D12 is my world but, do I really need to be around???? The last two sentences are me venting.
