CW, I can relate to it starting to sink in that our M was not that great. I think those times of intense anguish when you let it all out are healing. And it sounds like you've reached a new level of detachment...it's so good to read. I hope you can use this time to move forward in whatever ways you can. It's very hard to interact with people I find, but try to do it in babysteps. hugs to you...
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.