IRMA, I am glad you have great faith, it has helped you and will continue to help you. I think you need to understand that everyone has free will to choose and decide, God made us this way. To not have individual choice is not God's will. With that being said, your H has to make his own choices, and it seems as though he has. I understand that you will and are standing, that's your choice. With that being said, I do encourage you to keep moving forward with your life, and do so without him or thoughts of him. If he comes back, great, but if not, you are prepared.
