Yeah, I know that's not the best plan. Just what I wish I could do. Yes, I do really want to save our marriage. I can finally see the things that we had been doing wrong. The taking our relationship for granted, stopped actually working on us and just being comfortable with the norm, not living up to our potential. I know all of these things led to this emotional disconnect that she feels. And I know she still loves me and at least still has feelings for me. I just know she's really confused about all of this. She even said that she knows her wanting to meet this guy is wrong. About the boundaries. . .during our separate rooms time, I happened to walk in at times and find her talking or webcaming with him and said that it wasn't going to work like this if she was there. I had even asked her to stop talking to him for a few days or a week while she was figuring things out. There was one night, where I asked if she would just not talk to him the next day, after a big argument, until we were able to sit down and really talk. I left and a few minutes later, heard her talking, went in and found her on the phone with him. Her reason. . .because I said tomorrow, not tonight.
