Moving on with my life #2

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Another night done! Got a bit better. She only woke up once between 9 and 3...then about every hour or so after that, but I held it together and just soothed her back to sleep. Her little voice is almost gone today though. I didn't think she cried that much.


Not happy with this rain today! I got my backyard all summer ready (put up umbrella, covers off furniture outside, etc.) because the weather was so nice and with this stupid storm and the wind my umbrella up and landed in the neighbors yard, broken!

Exh did something stupid yesterday and he looks like an idiot. He doesn't like people talking about him so he made up a lie that he had a hot date Saturday night, told the few right people, and it spread...even got to me. Yes, it bugged me. I can't help it. Sad thing is it all blew up in his face. He said he made it up to see who was 'trustworthy and sh** talkers'. He is one sick man. I told him if you don't like people talking about you don't live the lifestyle you are! Plain and simple.