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[awest1217]

Thanks! The thing is that until there is a divorce H won't step up and have a consistent schedule with S. He hasn't even checked up on S since Friday. S had pneumonia and you don't call to see how he is doing!

Anyway...I do have me time, it just isn't really going out. I don't have the money or time to just go out by myself and as I said before, all of my friends are married with children S's age. We do go out together just us girls about once a month (lately we all have been busy so it hasn't happened in a while), but it still reminds me of the fact that I am not married anymore. I am single, and no one else in my group is, but I still have fun.

I am back at work and very tired. With S being sick, we had very strange sleeping schedule this spring break so I am exhausted today, but tonight I will be able to get to sleep earlier and things will be good.

I was looking at pics of myself last year and can't believe how much weight I have lost since last year at this time. Actually I lost most of the weight between Mother's day and 4th of July...not good. I feel much better now. I have gained about 3 pounds back, which isn't much, but is helpful. I need to really watch myself this summer because I already can feel myself losing weight again because I get busy around the house and get S something to eat, but don't feed myself because I am busy. I can't do that this year. The house looks great. I am actually starting to landscape because I have been able to get things done earlier so that is really nice. I get to plant flowers and many other things, which I usually never get to because I don't get to removing the old dead stuff from winter until late May. I am excited for how my house looks and feels to me.

Now on to a new work week. It is supposed to be nice here all week until the weekend so hopefully a lot of being outside with S.