Good luck to you this week. Try to stay calm and just focus on the girls. As for living on your budget, it is hard, I have had to do it this whole time, which is why I am still in a house that I can't afford and have nice things (God's help keeping me to it), but it is important so just start now thinking about things to do with the girls that don't cost money. Going to a park, riding bikes, maybe some arts and crafts (takes a little money, but not much), start googling stuff and I am sure you will come up with things that will be fun and cheap. Also this will give you something else to think about instead of the upcoming dates.
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