I find your own words interesting..

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Truly, I feel like I'm being untrue to my character and that bothers me.


a little voice sitting on one shoulder pretty much telling you that you are on a very slippery slope...but I don't think you're truly listening to it...

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I will say though, I do find that my jealous nature springs up every time I see him texting.


another red flag IMHO...

if it's just about the sex..then it would just be about the sex..