Just for the "record" passenger...I have two relatives who divorced...all the way through it to the "end"....and then after 5 years AND 8 years, both couples remarried their exes...sounds wacky but it worked. Both couples said the "2nd time around was better than the first" and it seemed that way for sure. None of them "waited" for the other though. They ALL seemed to GAL adn move on and improved themselves so that their subsequent marriages were better, regardless of to whom.
PERHAPS, you need to let some things take their course and leave the results up to God. You'll never regret behaving with dignity. So sorry for your pain, the pain your kids will feel AND even the pain that your WAS will feel when the realization hits that another marriage ended for them again...how many can be blamed on others I wonder....
Good luck, don't give up. I've seen marriages END and then renew...it happens. j-
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016